Five regrets of dying

I belive that all of these things are things that if i were to die tomorrow, I would probably regret because i am one that does try and be what others thing i should be. iv always been one to scared to try and be myself out of the fear of being judged and made fun of for doing so. i am also one that even though i dont have a job i over work myself just to keep my mind off of worrying about other bigger problems that are going on around me. i am really bad at suppressing my fillings in the fear of hurting others when in reality im only hurting myself. losing friends is something i would also regret because when friends started to drift away i fill i didnt do enough to keep in touch especially the ones iv known sence #rd grade. and last i fill i have given up a lot of happiness to make others happy and to help the ones i love that i fill i should have tried to help myself be happy every now and again. but because i am still young i see the things i now have to work on in my life to better it not only for me but for my family as well because when people in my family are happy my grandma is happy.